Whoa it's been a long time. Well for me anyways, considering I used to write more than three times a week.
What to say...I've been really sick. An infection got into one of my kidney's and had me on my back for three days. That plus the all day sickness had me really down. I couldn't do anything.Missed some work which really sucks cause we are flat broke right now. I have been on some prescription pills for the nausea which helped at first. Now they help a bit but at least it's something. They are really expensive though! $90 for a one month's supply. I hate money. I hate how you need it to live. Thank goodness my parents have helped us out. I hate owing them money though too so it's a never ending vicious cycle. When I was a teenager I always said I wanted to live in a tree. I still think that's a very good idea. I just need a nice big tree in a really warm country:)
My poor husband has been doing everything around the house plus working. He's been really great through this whole thing though. Really supportive and sometimes even going to the grocery store three times in one day. (I REALLY needed some lemonade, apples etc) Although I do remind him that it is his child I will be pushing out...
I had to miss a funeral yesterday which made me sad. My grandma's boyfriend (which sounds funny but they decided it was too much hassle to bother getting married) died last week. He was such a sweet, kind man and I feel so sad for my granny. She lost my grandpa and now Dave, in the past ten years. I cannot imagine how that must feel. My parents and brother and lots of our family went though so that was good. She had lots of support.
I'm really not enjoying being pregnant yet. So far it's been all throwing up, nausea and infections etc. But we have our first ultrasound on Monday so I think that will make me more excited. Hearing the heartbeat and seeing the baby will make it seem more real too.
I am still going to look for a job (thanks for the tip Karina) but need to wait just a bit longer until the nausea stops. Hopefully something will come up in a couple of weeks.
That's all. No deep thoughts. My brain hardly functions anymore.